can i just say that i love the way that this is written. it's written in a way that we readers don't see very often. i loved how it was written to sound like we were inside the main character's head. i'm not going to lie it was a tough read and it took me awhile to get through it. but when i finally finished it i was caught up in all the feelings. i think i'm going to have to reread this to fully get it but hey! i get to experience her journey a second time and i'm okay with that!